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                        Per Olof Hulth
              
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               Preparation 
                        for drilling holes for AMANDA's optical sensors begins 
                        with a sled bringing equipment.
              
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              A 
                    literary essay about AMANDA by Francis Halzen
             
            
            
           
            
             Big 
                    science, as often as not, hinges on small moments. Once the 
                    grants have been secured and the politics navigated, the ground 
                    broken and the visionary promises made, when banks of computers 
                    flicker to life and fingers curl above keyboards, ready to 
                    flash the first discoveries via E-mail, a decades work 
                    can still come crashing down in the final houra castle 
                    erected in the thin air of theory, too weak to withstand true 
                    gravity.
            
            
           
            
             Last 
                    August, when Dennis S. Peacock came to visit my office at 
                    the University of Wisconsin-Madison, he must have had something 
                    like that in the back of his mind. As the head of the Antarctic 
                    sciences section for the National Science Foundation (NSF), 
                    Peacock had helped funnel some $10 million into building the 
                    worlds largest neutrino telescope deep in the Antarctic 
                    ice. Would we have anything to show for the investment? Or 
                    would our project go the way of its predecessor, partly built 
                    in seawater off the coast of Hawaii and then abandoned 
                    after nearly twenty years of work?
              
              
             Our telescopealso known as the Antarctic Muon and Neutrino 
                    Detector Array, or AMANDAhad been detecting neutrinos 
                    for some time, but we had yet to finish analyzing our first 
                    data. Or so I thought. Instead, when Peacock and I arrived 
                    at the desk of my graduate student, Rellen R. Hardtke, she 
                    had a surprise waiting for me. Two of her colleagues had spent 
                    the night finishing the analysis, she explained with a smile. 
                    Then she calmly called up an image on her computer screen: 
                    the first precision map of a high-energy neutrino event ever 
                    recorded.
              
              
             Hardtkes screen showed a faint blue line streaking diagonally 
                    across columns of black dots. Most of the dots, each of which 
                    represented a photomultiplier sunk in the ice, were small 
                    and black. But a few, clustered along the line, were blue 
                    or green or red, and two, near the beginning of the line, 
                    were bright orange and very large. At five in the morning 
                    on October 12, 1997, the diagram told us, a neutrinoone 
                    of natures smallest and most elusive elementary particleshad 
                    entered the earth in the middle of the Pacific Ocean, between 
                    Midway Island and the Aleutians, hurtled straight through 
                    the planet, and collided head-on with a proton on the underside 
                    of the Antarctic ice. Two kilometers beneath the surface, 
                    our grid of photomultipliers had picked up a subatomic spark 
                    from that collision as it flew upward through the ice and 
                    flared past them for about a microsecond.
            
             
            
           
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